Zomg im still in a cba mood and its driving me nuts :S I literally cant be asked to do anything... Nothing seems enjoyable anymore... Wtf is going on? I think tis depression period again... Ive got tons of hw to do and yet i just dont feel like doing it, screw hw ill do it at school... Ive just been surfing the net for hours for no reason at all, going to google news, ign etc zomg im so bored... Played some cod4 but got bored of that too :s started realising that ive got nowhere enough money for a car or moped and that theres no way i can get it :s
Its really weird, its as if im not really in myb ody anymore, i just walk, eat etc, without thinking about what im doing - its scary. Tried sleeping but didnt work, so now ive just been listening to my ipod and drumming with my feet as loud as i could which pissed my parents of lol. As if i care =D My best m8 never come onto msn so i dunno if somethigs wrong or wat (he changed his phone no :S )... Ayayaya im screwed, i really dont wanna go to skool 2moz cos i know i wont be able to focus on anything... Someone help!
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hey man. Sorry to hear that u r still having a rough time enjoying life. Shit sucks sometimes like that. When I go through a funk like that, there really is not a whole lot that I can do to get out of it. Not if its something that is long term. Usually tho, I just do what u do and fill my time with whatever i can.
But i think that for u the thing that u might need to do, is figure out what it is that u really want.. Figure out what might be the root cause of your depression or lack of any positive emotions. or for me, any real emotions period.
When i get like that its usually a direct result of something taking place in my life, or a result of something i am ignoring inside me.
think about it man. The answer is there somewhere.
I agree with Jason.
You should try to find some answers for your questions. May they be temporary, but it will be a position on which you can rest for some time to clear up your mind before you can go on with it.
Don't try to work on everything at the same time, it won't help!
Good luck, P.
Does your school have counsellors, or anybody else you can talk to about these feelings. If you can't figure out for yourself why you're feeling the way you dothe way Jason suggests, talking it out with someone else might help, especially if that someone else knows how to ask the questions that will let you find the answers for yourself.
WA: You have all the classic symptoms of depression which is a brain chemistry issue, not a character flaw.
Do you have a family doctor you trust? MAYBE --- Make an appt. yourself and go see him. If parents ask, just tell them it is private and you'd rather not discuss it until after you see the doctor. Then after you see him, just tell the parents you still dont want to talk about it.
If the nurse asks what this is about when u call, say its personal and I prefer to just tell Dr. XYZ when I see him or her.
At what age do you have a right to medical confidentiality in UK?
The Dr. has to promise to keep what u tell him confidential. If he sez no, well thank him, and walk out! As a patient these r your rights. You can Google UK law on this I'm sure.
If he agrees to confidentiality tell him u r very depressed. And why, if u can. In London there r likely teen clinics. At least find someone to talk to on the phone?
http://chadzboyz.com/html/helplines.html
In the meantime regular exercise is a quick and natural antidote for depression. Again, brain chemistry. Exercise produces endorphins which r mood elevators.
Email me if u have questions and want to ask in private. steevo2@gmail.com. I am a volunteer counselor for gay teens at a GLBT Center here. So I have other ideas for you if u want them.
All the best, WA!
steevo
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